Thursday, August 23, 2012

8/23/12 Clear Sky

Came back to the city this morning, decided to finally get out of the house and go watch a movie. Outside, I realized there are so many couples out on the street today, many couples are dressed up. Girls holding flowers and gifts, something is going on. Finally got onto the taxi. The driver told me today is the Chinese Valentines Day, then he asked, "Where to?"
I said, "Luxin Movie Theatre."
He smiled and answered, "Okay, watching a movie with your girlfriend?"
I paused for a little then replied, "No, by myself."
Then followed a 15 minutes silent and awkard ride to the theater.
Happy Valentines Day.

Monday, August 6, 2012

Asked if I regret, yes I do regret, everyday, every minute and every second. Asked if I thought I was wrong, yes what I did was the wrong and was a stupid mistake. Asked if I still love her, I do, and I always did, and I always will. Seems crazy, seems wrong, seems like I only say it because I am used to it. No, I only said it because I mean it. This is it. "Good morning, in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening and good night."

Monday 8-6-12 Sunny

After the heavy rain yesterday, the sun finally came out, but many places were flooded. Just bought first class ticket to go back to grandmas, her birthday is tomorrow. Weighed myself, after a month of eating healthy and working out, I gained 12 lbs, and the workout is starting to show a little result. At least 10 more lbs to go and gotta work out more, working out is not easy but at least all this eating and working out is paying off.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Sunday 8-5-2012 Storm

Just came back from grandma's in Gaomi, right after we got back the long awaited storm started. The storm is very strong, strong rain and wind is hitting the windows making loud noises. The internet connection is on and off, could barely stay online. I guess I will have to stay home these couple of days and rest, not sure if I can go back to grandma's for her birthday the day after tomorrow. It was my aunt's 60th birthday yesterday, everyone was happy to gather around and eat, uncle got super drunk and talked talked for awhile haha. Everyone asked about her, even my grandma who does not remember things as well as before. But I didn't have the heart to tell them just said she has work. Insomnia is back, had so many dreams but can't remember what they were, I just remember the last bit of my dream. I was debating and I called her, she picked up. Then my Dad yelled, "Wake up!" So woke up I did. Good to hear her voice again, wherever she is hope she is doing well.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Being thinking about ideas of how to decorate our apartment in here, and since we have both six and seventh I think turning upstairs into another small apartment is a good idea. The marble floor is getting old and because of the heat had to replace a couple already. But since we got so much furniture gotta wait for awhile. This summer feels so much different than last summer, the situation here is very different. In terms of politics, the support for government is so low people are more and more angry, and meanwhile the internal people are fighting each other, sometime literally, just to get to a higher position. The fall will come soon, and it is derserved. But maybe not in the near future, but chaos will come in the future for sure, you can take my words for it.