Gas is getting more and more expensive these days, $60 to fill up my little car. Also went to the Blaine car wash today, I guess I usually go during night when no one is there, but during day is a different story. To sum it up, it was sketchy as fuck, I'm guess the dude next to me must be tired from car wash, pulled out of a blunt and smoked it lol, only in Riverside. Insomnia is getting worse these couple weeks, finally got my hands on some Ambien CR, I was able to sleep very good yesterday, next week is gonna be another stressful and busy week, just hope the side effect of Ambien does not kick in too much next week.

說實話不知道還有沒有人讀我的博客，好久沒寫東西了。也許有時候我並不希望別人讀我寫的東西，但是又有一種說不出來的感覺好像我一定要在什麽地方把感受寫下來。最近心裏一直覺得很空虛，失眠已經變成了我生活的一部分，可能是自己失去了目標，也不知道自己到底想要的是什麽。身邊很多人爲錢所困，但我並想追求物質和錢的快樂，只是想真真切切的和我的另一半過著平凡的日子，能找到自己的知己真的是很難。但人不能沒有渴望，一旦沒有了渴望，什麽夢想都實現不了。努力吧。

I'm Back

Came back from China for a couple of weeks now, adjusted myself for the new quater. I feel like this trip has taught me a lot of things. Now I'm living at Riverside most of the time, trying to concentrate on school and work. As for my car, I'm selling the GF8 still, and pretty soon I will be getting another car, as for what car, I don't have a certain idea yet. But I want to keep this one a secret and you guys can find out.